Spring Break is over! No!!! Oh well its back to classes and homework, which sucks big time! But i had a good time during my break... I slept alot but mostly during the day cuz im a nite owl i was up at nite most of the time. so yea i had trouble sleeping. but i did get to spend time w/momz and walk around my neighborhood... its changing though i dont kno if its for the better. The kidz r great n havin fun. On my last day home I baked cakes... though it didnt ummm go so well... the oven door got stuck (my fault... i didnt kno if i put the lock it was gonna get stuck) so my bro came to the rescue and fixed it but i kinda let the cakes stay in the oven a lil too long... the carrot cakes came out fine but the rest umm were a lil black, lol oh well they were edible for the most part. But yea enough of that today it was back to academics and I actually got a few things accomplished on time and it felt good... i think i'm getting motivated... too bad the semester is gonna be over soon... man time is gonna fly by... but i am still without a job! my hunt for a job has proven unsuccessful but i think the break might be beneficial for me and my school work. But yea it has been a great season for the W.C. and i cant wait til camp starts!!! It's gonna be so much fun... although i am not gonna be a counselor. I am gonna be camp secretary! Im so excited... i love office work for the most part. I hope i get a chance to get involved with some of the campers but who knows? i really shouldnt be thinking so far ahead lol but its something im looking forward to. Right now im stressing about H.W., family, and my life in general. It sucks!!! There is so much i want to say but it may b too personal or corny or even too dumb to type but if u wondering just ask... i might tell. Well its time i tried to catch some sleep so i wake up in time for my 8 am.

Dianita

topic i forgot 2 mention in my fun filled blog of my vacation... GUYS. I dont get them! they r so confusing! Im havin an issue w.this guy i like well its not an issue i guess im just havin a hard time readin him... i dont quite understand what he wants from me... one day he'll b so great and flirty and other times he shuts down... i dont kno what 2 do... i wish i could be direct w/him but i'm scared of his reaction.... ahhh... well im just gonna wait for him 2 make a move... well technically he already did which is y im so confused bc then he left on vacation for a month so i dont kno whats gonna happen now... i mean he is bk and we've "talked" i guess u can say but i havent seen him yet i will soon but im a lil scared... its just that he makes me feel so good about myself but i just hope we can at least continue 2 b good friends and that things wont get awkward... this sux but oh well ima just let things take their course... im off 2 bed now D

I have finally decided to update this so late... its no wonder i dont get much sleep and act like a b*tch cuz im so tired. But thruthfully I am honestly not sleepy rite now but its gonna b a b*tch 2 wake me up to go 9.30am mass, lol but i'll make it. I actually miss goin 2 church. I havent been goin cuz ive been workin at the W.C. I need 2 do a lot of repentin Well... lets see... where 2 begin... im pretty bad at keepin all of ya'll updated on my life. My holiday vacation from skoo didnt go so bad. It was nice bein home again even though I go to LFC and am only an hr away i dont go home much while im at skoo. It was nice 2 see my baby nephews again. I luv being aroun them, they r so full of life but def a handful i got frustrated at times. My X-mas was great the whole family was 2gether except for one person who was missed, at least by me, and there wasnt any fights. The kids were happy with their gifts and so was everyone else especially Shady who finally got her laptop... mine is broken by the way and the stupid insurance isnt doin anything but im savin up for a new one and buyin it from Best Buy instead of Circuit City which is where my bro purchased mine (i dont kno what he was thinkin we always buy from Best Buy) but oh well movin on... durin break i spent most of my time workin at the W.C. Snack Shop. I like workin there bc of the flexibiliy w/my schedule except for the weekends but overall its not so bad and the pay is ok but i dont want 2 get into that... I am hopin 2 do day camp there if i can get a nite job on campus... i was also workin at the Fin Aid Office @ LFC i luv workin there its office work and i luv i like playin around with the microsoft programs especially WORD & EXCEL. The new years was great as well except for a grumpy Shady but thatz cuz she was so tired and just wanted 2 go 2 bed lol but it went great my mom was happy and i helped anyway i could we had my favorite for dinner, MENUDO (beef tripe soup) i luv that stuff. I plan to make this new year a different and better one. I have new additional goals and ambitions for myself. Im makin a new start and its gonna b different from now i on... ima try hard 2 meet my challanges.

Recently my momz went to the clinic and had 2 go 2 the emergency room. She is ok and doin well but i got scared when Shady told me that she ended up at the ER. I hated the thoughts that went through my head. I was so worried since I was not aware of how she was doin or y exactly she ended up in the ER but when i got home from work that nite around 10.30 my bro and I went to see her to c what was goin on seen we didnt kno and we ended up stayin w.her all nite til 7.30 am the next morning when they let her go. I was so happy when i entered the room and saw that she was ok... she just needs 2 take better care of herself since she's diabetic. The next day i went with her to the clinic for a follow up and she was enrolled in classes so she can learn 2 better take care of herself. I realized how much i need her in my life and i do not kno what i would do without her. She's the one that has always motivated me and keep me goin strong whenever i felt like givin up and she is supposrtin me in everthin i do. She is also the reason behind all my resolution and ambitions for this new year... i have a lot on my mind and i was able to think it all over and realize that i need 2 do what i have set out 2 do with my life... no more slackin off, no more scenes, no more outrageous behavior, no more... Im better than all that and i deserve only the best. I want 2 make my momz proud, i want to let her kno that leavin her home was worth it bc she has raised strong-willed girls who are going 2 make somethin of their life and show her just how much they appreciate her.

On a different note...

Ive also been readin a lot though its been trashy novels but what can i say im addicted to that stuff. Im realizing that most of my vacation was spent at the WC and commuting there. The WC is in LF while i live in Chi-Town. I have 2 make the hr and 1/2 trip to get there and the hr and 1/2 trip back. I gotta catch the CTA bus and then the metra oh that one hr train ride was fun ha ha ha but i do enjoy my time at the WC i just hope it was worth it I like it there b/c i meet new ppl and i like gettin 2 kno the kids and teens they r fun 2 talk 2 and sumtimes i find myself reflectin on my childhood when i was their age. I cnat help but luv kids thats why im gonna be a teacher. I like gettin 2 kno the kids and sum r truly interestin they have a diff P.O.V from the way i view certain things and its refreshin 2 hear those P.O.V's I also luve workin there bc of the ppl who work there. They r so much fun... i laugh so much with Ellen and Lori, my manager and supervisor. The rest of the staff is also great and im slowly gettin 2 kno them more but its difficult when im stuck at  the Snack Shop. So this is how i spent my vacation and 2day after mass im movin bk into my dormroom cuz classes start on Tues... i dont want 2 go bk!!! i hope i do well this semester its gonna b tough but i did well 1st semester so i expect 2 do well this semester as well expecially if i plan 2 put all my effort into my work, which is sumthin i didnt do much of 1st semester.

my bad for any sp mistakes